Life is good and so are the people living in it. I am just one of them. You can call me good, bad, crazy, smart,stupid, intelligent, geek etc etc. I welcome friendship with open arms provided the person really means friendship and not backstabbing, cause that's what i truly hate! That's me - Simple and straightforward!:)
It's all about loving your parents..
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Today nothing much to talk about anything special that happened today but rather i wanna talk about smth i felt..
why is it that sometimes it gets so difficult to decide on certain things in life...
sometimes u have everything...yet nothing...
sometimes u have nothing...but still everything...
to some of u guys out there...my talks might sound very nonsensical, but i seriously feel that i belong to the first category. I have everything in life that is needed to be happy and satisfied..but still..i feel i lack something more important that all of this...
whether its an object, a person, an unfinished goal in life?
i have no idea what it is..but i need to know...soon..really soon!
It is so easy to put a smile to other people's faces...and it somehow gives me a certain level of happiness too..
but still..why does it get soo difficult to make myself smile the same way?
i need to know...what is that...i definately need to know!
god help me...
god guide me...
8:55 AM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
well it was a saturday yesterday! morning i went for training which only ended in late afternoon! after which i came home...was tired...sleepy and so hungry! Thats when mum turned on the bollywood FM - YEAH!! i didn't know about it. not that i am deprived of hindi songs..but its so cool to hear them on a local frequency! haha..and then my dad just randomly got off his working desk and started dancing!! OMG..haha..it was super hilarious and unexpected! Mum was like..what is happening? and he pulled her in to dance too! haha...when i asked him..he said dancing reduces stress and u should enjoy sometimes just for no reason! so he pulled me and my sister in too and we were having a good family dance for nice 15-20 mins! Haha..it was darn funny because everything just started like so randomly but ended up it was like the marriage was taking place again and we were celebrating it! Felt good after all that ended. I dunno but i feel i am so blessed to have such a loving family and yesterday that belief just got stronger. To all those guys out there who share the same thoughts as me...cheers:) those who don't, guys just remember ur family loves u alot! Never feel that u are left alone...the best time u can ever spend with anyone is ur family! if god ever gifts me with another life on earth, i pray hard to him that give me the same family again..pls? i love them all...i really really do:-)
8:59 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
It was kinda fun today. The only bad part was that school started at 8..arghhh!!
Later on we had a two hours break after WCD lesson. Lecturer went thru another set of lecture notes and my worst nightmare is back again - Java Scripting!!! Noooo..have to revise everything again and this time it just looks more complicated. Anyways, i wasted my time with classmates chit chatting for two hours in canteen. We went for DBMS then. Another boring lecture cause half the class was dozing off..haha! lecture ended in an hour's time and we moved on to our next and final lecture of the day - ISE! Now this tutorial session was fun! there is a rule that our lecturer has set which states that anyone who does not bring his textbk for tutorial has to face a punishment and half the class forgot the bring textbook again - nothing new! Haha...we were like..shit...he's gonna kill us now...but guess what! He said, "i am so angry with u guys that i want to punish u. However, i forgot to bring the textbk too! " - LOL...we bursted into that sudden laughter..it was funny when he said it. Lesson was quite a light one, nothing much to care about.
Then came the real fun part! It was michael's and daniel's bday few days back so we had to "wish" them our way! Laymen call it "Taupok"..but we call it our "OSI Layer"..haha..We even shot a video of the whole thing...and it was really funny!
Class ended at 3pm and then i went to the gym. The whole thing ended about 4.30pm. I was sitting in FC5 then just revising my notes (It was too chaotic to revise anything though! so played NFS Carbon instead! LOL) haha. Yup thats about it for the day..time to do some reading...byee byee ppl..:)
6:25 AM
Thursday, January 15, 2009
Today nothing much to talk about anything special that happened today but rather i wanna talk about smth i felt..
why is it that sometimes it gets so difficult to decide on certain things in life...
sometimes u have everything...yet nothing...
sometimes u have nothing...but still everything...
to some of u guys out there...my talks might sound very nonsensical, but i seriously feel that i belong to the first category. I have everything in life that is needed to be happy and satisfied..but still..i feel i lack something more important that all of this...
whether its an object, a person, an unfinished goal in life?
i have no idea what it is..but i need to know...soon..really soon!
It is so easy to put a smile to other people's faces...and it somehow gives me a certain level of happiness too..
but still..why does it get soo difficult to make myself smile the same way?
i need to know...what is that...i definately need to know!
god help me...
god guide me...
8:55 AM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
well it was a saturday yesterday! morning i went for training which only ended in late afternoon! after which i came home...was tired...sleepy and so hungry! Thats when mum turned on the bollywood FM - YEAH!! i didn't know about it. not that i am deprived of hindi songs..but its so cool to hear them on a local frequency! haha..and then my dad just randomly got off his working desk and started dancing!! OMG..haha..it was super hilarious and unexpected! Mum was like..what is happening? and he pulled her in to dance too! haha...when i asked him..he said dancing reduces stress and u should enjoy sometimes just for no reason! so he pulled me and my sister in too and we were having a good family dance for nice 15-20 mins! Haha..it was darn funny because everything just started like so randomly but ended up it was like the marriage was taking place again and we were celebrating it! Felt good after all that ended. I dunno but i feel i am so blessed to have such a loving family and yesterday that belief just got stronger. To all those guys out there who share the same thoughts as me...cheers:) those who don't, guys just remember ur family loves u alot! Never feel that u are left alone...the best time u can ever spend with anyone is ur family! if god ever gifts me with another life on earth, i pray hard to him that give me the same family again..pls? i love them all...i really really do:-)
8:59 PM
Monday, January 5, 2009
It was kinda fun today. The only bad part was that school started at 8..arghhh!!
Later on we had a two hours break after WCD lesson. Lecturer went thru another set of lecture notes and my worst nightmare is back again - Java Scripting!!! Noooo..have to revise everything again and this time it just looks more complicated. Anyways, i wasted my time with classmates chit chatting for two hours in canteen. We went for DBMS then. Another boring lecture cause half the class was dozing off..haha! lecture ended in an hour's time and we moved on to our next and final lecture of the day - ISE! Now this tutorial session was fun! there is a rule that our lecturer has set which states that anyone who does not bring his textbk for tutorial has to face a punishment and half the class forgot the bring textbook again - nothing new! Haha...we were like..shit...he's gonna kill us now...but guess what! He said, "i am so angry with u guys that i want to punish u. However, i forgot to bring the textbk too! " - LOL...we bursted into that sudden laughter..it was funny when he said it. Lesson was quite a light one, nothing much to care about.
Then came the real fun part! It was michael's and daniel's bday few days back so we had to "wish" them our way! Laymen call it "Taupok"..but we call it our "OSI Layer"..haha..We even shot a video of the whole thing...and it was really funny!
Class ended at 3pm and then i went to the gym. The whole thing ended about 4.30pm. I was sitting in FC5 then just revising my notes (It was too chaotic to revise anything though! so played NFS Carbon instead! LOL) haha. Yup thats about it for the day..time to do some reading...byee byee ppl..:)