Thursday, January 15, 2009
Today nothing much to talk about anything special that happened today but rather i wanna talk about smth i felt..
why is it that sometimes it gets so difficult to decide on certain things in life...
sometimes u have everything...yet nothing...
sometimes u have nothing...but still everything...
to some of u guys out there...my talks might sound very nonsensical, but i seriously feel that i belong to the first category. I have everything in life that is needed to be happy and satisfied..but still..i feel i lack something more important that all of this...
whether its an object, a person, an unfinished goal in life?
i have no idea what it is..but i need to know...soon..really soon!
It is so easy to put a smile to other people's faces...and it somehow gives me a certain level of happiness too..
but still..why does it get soo difficult to make myself smile the same way?
i need to know...what is that...i definately need to know!
god help me...
god guide me...
8:55 AM